Today I'm officially 20 weeks. Halfway. 50% done. I'm not sure why, but I'm not elated.
I had wanted to do something fun, outdoorsy and active to celebrate today and unfortunately the Vermont weather is not participating. Instead of the 48 and sunny originally forecast today it is 20 with 15MPH winds that make it feel like 10. TEN. It's April. I'm over this.
Sadly, I did not plan a back up "celebration" for today so now I'm stuck filing and organizing insurance forms, considering the financials of my maternity leave and well, being a bit grumpy. I don't want to be grumpy. Believe me. But after a disappointing Friday night and now this, I really need Wednesday to be amazing. I'm worried I'm putting too much pressure on the appointment and following photo shoot to lift my spirits. Setting unrealistic expectations has never gotten me anywhere positive. Now what can I do to break this funk?
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